As a spiritual leader of the community, I have been looked at for many things. Advice, guidance and sometimes just friendship. You meet a lot of different people in all stages of life while working for the Church but never have I met someone like her.

The almost instant desire she stirs in me that I can not shake is unnerving. She tests my restraints, and I find myself forgetting my vows but, even worse, wanting to forsake them.

It’s been said many times God only gives the hardest battles to his strongest soldiers, but this is one war I’m afraid I will lose.

A Priest is only a man that can resist his unholy desires.